I sat in the sound booth listening intently for the beeps and pressing the buttons when I heard them. I became a little nervous like I always do and felt there were longer pauses between the beeps, which meant I could not recognize some of the beeps that she was sending me. I kept telling myself, that I get worked up like this every time I get my hearing test and it will all turn out fine. Then, Claudia did the speech recognition test. I felt like I was repeating nonsense words and saying the same words over and over. Claudia tried a different set of words and again, I gave my best effort.
When I walked out of the booth, Claudia went to pull my chart and looked at all my previous audiograms from the past 9 years. I started to become very nervous and tried to calm myself down. I looked at the recent test and the hearing levels looked the same as my previous evaluations... a severe to profound hearing loss. Then, she looked at me and said, "you are not going to want to hear this, but I think you should see if you are a candidate for a cochlear implant". Wow...this is exactly what I have been dreading all of these years. I worried that I will eventually follow my brother's footsteps and lose hearing like he had at my age. I was in shock and tried very hard to hold back the tears.
Claudia did a wonderful job explaining my current hearing situation. She explained that when I started working in the district, I was able to understand speech on both ears with 95% accuracy. My recent test indicated that my hearing levels were the same, but my speech understanding had changed. On my left ear, I can understand 85% of the information and my right ear was 38%. A huge drop! My right ear was almost useless. Basically, I am able to localize and detect sound on my right ear, but it does not help me understand information. Then, I remembered back to winter break when my Dad questioned me of what my Mom had said. I realized that my parents were both on my right side. My Dad's observations were correct (of course, ha). I greatly appreciate the honesty of my Dad and Claudia.
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Awww, sweetie! (hug)
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